

- I think the problem is that I am stuck waiting for him to do something , to make a move , to say the perfect thing . & the problem is that I shouldn’t be that girl , the one who sits & waits for him . I should be independent . I should think clearly & consistently without having my mind jump straight back to him . Yeah , falling for someone like that is the hardest thing to do . & the stupidest thing is that the thing standing in my way is fear of losing him , the fear of rejection , the fear that I might lose a friend that means everything to me . I want to be everything to him , but I’m not . I’m not the kind of girl he needs , & I’ll never be that girl .



